First day. My shower works, but now I’m going to wake the whole flat with my hairdryer. They’ll be bitching about me - the quiet girl that woke everyone up at quarter to eight. Maybe I’ll go and make a cup of tea first. I just don’t know how thick the walls are.
It all seems to daunting, but at the same time, I am not afraid to fail.
I guess I’m afraid to lose that which is most important to me to something I want but don’t need to do. I cannot let that happen, and each day that passes without it happening is a reassurance.
You are doing something that you not only want, but do need to do - because you have to follow your dreams to make sure that you are truly happy..Everything else will fall into place.
No-one will bitch about the hairdryer, there will be more than yours going on every morning….And they won’t be labelling you the quiet girl for long, you’ll be the happy smiley kind helpful girl with the strong opinions and will - and eveyrone will be your best friend and love you to death!!!!!!!!
